He is I

October 27, 2008 in Life, poetic thoughts

This is in fact, my first post, out of my own home.
Today, has been quite special and different.
I spent 1 whole day sitting down reorganizing my thoughts and then figured out how many wrong moves i have made over the past few years, be it in any aspect of my life.

*Before i go on, jothi rai wants me to tell all of you that i think she is awesome

Whats done is done,
and what will not happen will not.

Then the question of “If”s all start floating in my mind,
How would my life be now, IF i had did this?
How happy i would be now, IF i had not made that move?

He,
does not know how to express his thoughts,
does not know what is wrong with him,
knows who,
but does not know why.

He,
realize that he misses that someone,
only after months of feigning ignorance,

He,
realize that he likes that someone,
only after months of no contact,

He,
fears contacting,
fears expressing,
fears messing up.

He,
misses that someone’s voice,
misses that special term,
only he understands

And now.

He,
longed for that one moment,
to have the bravery ,
to have the courage,
to take the right step.

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